Sunday, February 1, 2009

This guy just explained exactly how i'm feeling

Brandon Heath - I'm Not Who I Was Lyrics

I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was
I used to be mad at you
A little on the hurt side too
But I'm not who I was

I found my way around
To forgiving you
Some time ago
But I never got to tell you so

I found us in a photograph
I saw me and I had to laugh
You know, I'm not who I was
You were there, you were right above me
And I wonder if you ever loved me
Just for who I was

When the pain came back again
Like a bitter friend
It was all that I could do
To keep myself from blaming you

I reckon it's a funny thing
I figured out I can sing
Now I'm not who I was
I write about love and such
Maybe 'cause I want it so much
I'm not who I was

I was thinking maybe I
I should let you know
I am not the same
But I never did forget your name
Hello

Well the thing I find most amazing
In amazing grace
Is the chance to give it out
Maybe that's what love is all about

I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was

3 comments:

kOrTnI said...

those words are incredible!

i know i've felt like that too; where you just wish you could tell them or show them just how much you've actually changed!

but if they can't tell or won't be around long enough to see the change-is it really worth our time and efforts wishing for someone else's validation?!

none the less-i love those words.

carol said...

Kat, You are a stellar super star. And whoever this is directed at (I think I have an inkling, but I'm not sure) is a FOOL. And the real you is amazing and awesome and what an opportunity whomever this may be missed. SUCKER.

Maydi said...

I love you Kat, and Carol said what I think too. I am so glad you are my sister and you are absoloutely amazing.